Confused?What do you do,when everyone hurts you?When all you want to dois shut out the world forever.How are you supposed to feel,when the people that care about you,Are the very same peoplethat somehow cause you physical pain.What do you do when you knowthat they don't mean to hurt you,Or when they don't even know,about all the pain they have caused.Are you suppose to tell or show them,even though you know it will hurt them?Or do you keep it inside and hide it,even though it would hurt you more?My situation is hard.I just don't know what to do.Do I confront those that care but hurtOr should I just isolate myself from the worldTo protect myselffrom all the pain and depressionAll the heartache and hurtand hope to stop the self mutilation.But how do you hide something so big?How do you isolate yourself from everyonewithout having to explain to them why?Or how do you show them your pain, then watch theirs?©February 24, 2003 - 2:30amBy WiccanWT© 2003 WiccanWT (All righ
Sad Summer DayShe stood there standingjust looking aroundfelt everyone laughingwithout making a soundHe had to have told them,about that terrible day.She was so terrefied,wondering what he'd say.She drank too much, thoughher thinking was clear,she had told him no, thoughhe pretended not to hear.After it happened, shejust sat there in shock,Before getting the courageto go out for a walk.She had to get away, fromwhere it had happened.She had to get out, forshe still was frightened.She felt so dirtyand awfully ashamed.Thinking to herself,how she was to blame.How could she let it happen,in a way thats so gloom.After all it had happened,in her very own bedroom.©April 4, 2002 - 6:12pmBy WiccanWT (About WiccanWT)© 2002 WiccanWT (All rights reserved)
Sad TruthHer heart was brokentime after time.By now she was at,the end of her line.Then one day,this guy came near.A helping voice was the only,thing she could hear.He seemed so sweet,he seemed so kind.Day in and day out,he was always on her mindAs time went by,as the days got hot.All he knew was how,he loved her a lot.The sparkle in her eyes.The shine in her face.This was the one beauty,he would never replace.He saw beauty in her,she could never see.He saw heart in her,all he wanted was the key.To open her heart,and help heal her past.Because he didnt know,how long she could last.Though the days grew cold,and the nights grew dim.She really couldnt stand,the thought of hurting him.She knew there was no way,she could save his heart;From all the pain she'd caused,and this was tearing them apart.Her heart couldnt stand,that she was letting him down.She couldnt stand the thought,of his face carrying a frown.She cared for him deeply,though she couldnt really
Last ThoughtsMy life is on edge,I just don't understand.If i cry out for you,could you hold my hand?If i need someone to talk todo you promise to be there?If i need someone to help mewould you really truly care?Would you sit up with methrough the silent night?May i lay on your shouldercan you hold me tight?If i fell asleep beside youwould you watch me through the night?Would you wrap me up in blanketsWhile turning down the light?Would you hide me from my nightmares,and make my whole world alright?Or would you just ignore my criescould you really be that dense?Would you go on about your lifeand leave me with suspense?Could you look me in the face,tell me that you don't care?Could you look me in the eyesleaving me without a prayer?Could you go about your waysleaving me in such despair?And if i don't live to see tomorrowwould you really even care?By WiccanWT© 2001 WiccanWT (All rights reserved)
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